Saturday, July 18, 2009

Change is good

Change is good
Suma Varughese author and how she battled personal demons tell in touch

Ihave been through difficult times, but every stage inspired me and I in the management of this great enterprise called life gave new insights. I, less often, and my spiritual self-respect, as long as my goal was awareness and inquiry sad life for a 360 degree turn is taken.
Doubts and dilemmas
After graduating in journalism, I lost. It was not anything I asked, I had no idea of its target. I just, without any enthusiasm or passion was working. I had a small boat - in work and in life.
I through the depression from the age of 16 years was leaving. Even in just the right trying to Mumbai in a small town I came from, I was, my self-respect is always low. In retrospect, I see that the research phase of the unconscious: the meaning of life and find peace of mind. One thing led to another and one of my career when I turn the leadership of the company was offering. This is an excellent position, but I secretly led doom I felt luck!
Great Awakening
Ironically, a relationship that taught me one important lesson is the end. He said two things that impress me - I make her happy, and that was not made for good relations is designed, but we did not. Two words - beautiful and happy - glued to my imagination. I had a beautiful relationship or any other person happy, he intends to want to know.
I think that May has come to a decision, I make her happy. Because I created the anger and jealousy, but it was not easy. Then I had a revelation and I thought to myself: "If I really want that person's happiness, then I agree with what he said to have or not to be?" Suddenly, my negativity has disappeared. I thought that his return to the ego, and helped himself to give the other space. I am a doormat, where I just felt on an area of strength and power, I was in was not changed.
I hardly ever grace a transcending of the ego, because I visited to see what the act is difficult. I was unhurt. No one, at the same time, I was deeply sensitive to their needs can hurt me.
In a month, life's puzzle fell into place. I think we made others happy, that a designer - God's design meant to bring happiness were realized! It also means that we were related. , Unhappy, confused and responsive, and I am happy to have been blessed with wisdom. I'm glad of a bubble for about a year, the positivity in my life too.
THE HIGHS and LOWS
However, the Stadium, I was tired of pumping. A state of mind I wanted to be happy. I have a low self-respect, crime, fear, distrust of self-criticism and self-loop through which I was arrested.
But, one day I would own my soul or a glimpse of the truth and that I was all right and all of the search. I identify with only one self from the bottom of the product packaging was defective. The third phase of my journey to step in to help - I "packaging phase", where I was in my mind that all the depression, loss of information is made. I, careless, lazy, a little attention, concentration or self-control was neutral.
A new life
Phase of my life after I started, and the miracle of life, leaving the company for a job has been found positive. And life has not been. I have my spiritual relationship with a keen interest in and started slowly taking back lost ground. Awareness and acceptance of this procedure for me to throw a large extent helped me weak.
Search for the true path
On the initiative of my spiritual awakening, because of divine grace had called. Now I know what I want to do - my real identity is discovered, and help others to do so. I is for people who suffer from a lack of confidence, especially women's organizing workshops. This year, 17 took to get here, but it has been worth it. Life, the Grand Master, I am where I am today.

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